Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Tagged
1) how have you changed in the last 10 years?
a) I made the transition from the SDS to being a padawan
b) Become more of a quiet person..
c) I've come to understand that just because someone is labeled as a " demon" or " sith" doesn't nesscarily mean they are a bad person
What do you hate most?
A) close minded people
B) People who think too much of themselves
C) waiting for late knights or jedi masters*snort*
D) Darth Vader (see Kriss' comments for the full story)
E) needles
What have you acomplished most in your life?
Easy, to train to be a Jedi Knight while dealing with a sith emperess who could've been potentially dangerous. And still is if you make her mad.juggling both at one time is no picnic.. I still fear what the future holds
What are your favroite songs?
1) ACDC Hell's Bells
2) I can't make you love me - Bonnie Rait
3) Love Hurts- Nazareth
4)Memory - Cats the musical
5)Not Meant for Me- Static X
6)Play Minstrel Play- Blackmore's Night
7) Candyman-Christina Aglueria(sp?)
8)Before I'm Dead- Kidney Thieves
9)System-Linkin Park
Tag three people
Sorry not tagging anyone.. on a mission right now.. well if I must I can think of one person.. Vader your up...
Chow
Phobia
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Stage 9
As I took off running/ stumbling for the outside of the building, my heart went into my throat.. Obi Wan was standing there watching it seemed like.. Look I know he is a Jedi master and a council member, but the way Anakin is now, he doesn't know freind from enemy .. trust me I know.. I have been like that on a rare occasion..
Against my better judgement I kept going, I had seen Obi Wan get Adana to safety; she had been through enough, she didn't need to see this.
I found her in the hallway sitting against the wall looking out into the empty air as though she was staring at soemthing intently but there was nothing there.. " Adana?" I asked gently, i could feel the machiene had messed with her head. Catia's anger bgan to simmer on a slow boil.
She jumped and turned to me with a semi suprised stare.. " Oh.. I didn't expect to find you here Phobia.. how did you end up in this?" I shrugged and sat down next to her to catch my breath.. I felt like I had run clear across Tatooine without any rest. " Long story short, Anakin comed me and said they had a lead on Dooku.. I was the one who had orignally found the plans for the machiene.. " I trailed off .. I didn't know what else to say..
All of a sudden her eyes got really big and she seemed to be looking past me .." Phobia who is that behind you? " she asked cautiously.. She seemed afraid , but after what she had been through.. hey I would be too...
I turned around and looked , the hallway was deserted.." There's no one there Adana.. who are you talking about? "
She reached out just past me and I heard a gasp inside my head.. " Phobia.. I .. I think she can see me" Catia stammered, totally thrown for a loop
I turned back to Adana , my heart hammering in my chest" What does the person look like Adana?"
The next few seconds my brain was running like a speeder.. She had described Catia perfectly.. I toook a few shallow breaths and let my head fall to my knees.. I didn't know how to handle this.. No one knew about Catia.. not even Anakin or Obi Wan.. I figured they had their suspicions, but I had never revealed my secret..
"Phobia are you alright?" Adana asked me seeing the panicked look on my face
I blinked and looked back to her.. " I should be asking you that.. there is one thing I need to ask you.. while they had you, did you ever see a tall man with long silver hair and bright green eyes?"
There was silence for a moment, I could tell she was thinking then she spoke" Only briefly, he seemed too unreal to be lifelike. I thought it was just more visions from the machiene.. He was killing people.. killing jedi.. " she shivered and her eyes seemed dull and listless..
I was torn.. I wanted to go back in and help Obi Wan and Anakin with every fiber of my being.. truthfully I wanted to be the one to fight Dooku, not Anakin. Anakin might have been the target of the machiene.. but Dooku had nearly killed me, and though it is unjedilike to say so;I wanted revenge . But then Catia spoke and Adana turned to listen to her as well it seemed like;
" As much as you want to take on Dooku yourself, this is Anakin's fight, not yours. You go back in there now and take his place you will do Anakin more harm than good. Not only that you will humiliate him utterly. That is something he could not stand for. you would make a dangerous enemy. Wait, you will get your chance, I promise you this. But for now we need to focus on bigge and more dangerous adversaries"
"She's right you know" Adana said absently ,watching the shadows flittering on the wall.
I blinked hard to clear my head.. All of this was so new and so fast.. I only hoped it was a temporary effect because of the machiene, that once she got some rest she wouldn't be able to see or hear her anymore..
I sat and mulled over the information I had gathered. It was likely Harusame was waiting for us at the Andromeda moon belt.. If I went, it would be a fight to the finish. I knew this ,it was as simple as the low level katas I had learned as a youngling. in going I knew quite well I probably would die on this mission, but if the force was ready to reclaim me, I would take Harusame with me no matter what.
I knew there would be those upset with me if I went.. Anakin would be one..I could name more but I guess I shouldn't go into that should I? once this mission was over, I would travel to the Andromeda moon belt alone and resolve this once and for all. there was one thing that I needed to do first.. I had to be sure my baby Lisette would be well taken care of .. I couldn't bear the thought of my leaving her and she wasn't cared for..
A tear or two hit my hand and I quickly wiped them away before Adana saw them. It hurt me more than you know to let Anakin fight this battle on his own.. I understood and agreed with Catia's reasoning, but Anakin was the closest thing I had to a brother;as much as I love to torment him. It was all I could do not to jump up and run back in there... but I knew I was needed here.. my heart felt like it was beign ripped in half mentally speaking.. There is always some self doubt you know, it was then it surfaced.I shouldn't be feeling these things.. I shouldn't want revenge.. Was I even cut out to be a jedi?
Catia's vocie, barely a whisper floated through my mind" I don't want to hear that question ever in your head again do you hear me? You are meant to be a jedi.. You follow your head more than you like.. You have a lot to learn but you are a jedi through and through. You want to protect Anakin and Obi Wan.. Jedi protect others, even their own.. Maybe.. Maybe If I had been more like you, things might have been a lot diffrent. Never dobut yourself Phobia, believe me.. even one time.. it will be your downfall."
I felt a warm tightening in my heart.. I don't know what it was, not even to this day;but I felt better, braver, at peace.. I stood and dusted myself off. I helped Adana to her feet. " Do you think you're up to getting outside?"
" O-Obi Wan told me to stay right here.." she said her voice suddenly weak at the exertion of energy..
I heard a rumble from down the hall and then I started walking faster, Adana's arm slung around my shoulder. " Well the rate Anakin is going he is going to rip the place apart and if this hallway collapses we will be stuck.. I do not feel like being a permenent fixture in this force forsaken place" I snickered a tad as we reached the exit at last, the cold air hitting me full blast recharging me . It seemed to help Adana as well, I wasn't all that sure of anything at the moment though honestly . I settled her into my speeder for the moment. My eyes turned back to the warehouse. the whole place was shaking by now.. If this didn't end soon I would go back in to help, and consciquences be damned.
TBC later..
Phobia
Monday, November 06, 2006
I warned him.......
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Happy Halloween!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Stage 6
I felt Catia reach out and scour the machiene for any weakness what so ever.. Catia was so angry she was shaking .. I could feel it and it was not a good thing.. She never got this angry.. and with her being a sith.. Definitly not good.. I warned her to be careful .She could not disable the machiene with Adana still strapped to it. One wrong move even in a totally calm state could kill her. Well if that machiene wasn't shut off it would kill her, that much was a certainty.
Rushes of the force went from Adana, who's head was trapped in a clamp attached to wires like something out of a horror flick..
I heard Catia growl.. " Just like him.. the machiene design is his.. " she snarled.. Her eyes gazed out over the scene and suddenly she saw someone moving.. In a split second she had catapaulted to the other side of the room and slammed th e other man against the wall.. The hood fell back, I recgonized the man as one of the guards I had seen while in the past.. but it wasn't .. a descendant perhaps?
It was debatable who wanted to kill him first, Catia or me.. But Catia only grinned like the devil and I could feel she had a plan in mind.. She pinned him by the throat to the wall.. " where IS he?" she asked her eyes spitting fire and promises of death.
He didn't say a word, so she started tightening her hand until some of the bones of his windpipe began to creak and snap like twigs. " Now I will ask again WHERE IS HARUSAME?" She was in no mood for games..
" a-adromeda moon b-belt.. " he stammered, his face begining to turn blue..
Catia smiled almost cordially like she was taking afternoon tea.." Now one more thing and you can go slither back to the corner you came from.. the machiene.. shut it off."
His breath came out like a whistle .. " I- I can't Only my master knows the code... " he gasped wheezing ..
She tossed the guard across the room like a cheap rag doll and I don't know what she did, but in another moment there was blood pouring out of his ears, nose ,eyes ,and mouth. I asked her what she had done.. " I ruptured his heart.. He woud have only left here to hurt someone.. "We continued on.. Catia silent and her mind focused to a pinprick
I could feel at as soon as I got close.. the thing that gave the machiene power to pull force power from jedi and sith alike.. A sith holocron.. I opened my mouth to scream to Obi Wan how to disable the machiene but no sound came out.. I couldn't speak! I despretly clawed at my throat leaving bloody scratches.. Nothing.
I was absouletly desprete to tell them before it was too late.. I could feel Catia's anger growing.. it was palapable.. Dark waves of the force rolling off of us.. The warehouse began to groan and things began to fall.. She was ripping the place apart! I had to do something and fast.. If she keeps this up she will rip the whole place down and kill everyone inside !
" CATIA! CATIA! Listen to me! if you kill everyone here with your anger you will do his work for him! We need to face him head on and finish this!" I yelled into her head, pushing forward with all of my might..
I managed to break through her wall of anger and all of it dissapated in a hurry.. The next thing
I know I am falling forward off of a crate about 3 meters high and my head nearly getting cracked like an egg on the floor.. Theforce saved my life .. either that or sheer dumb luck I managed to roll myself into a protective ball which flattened like a pancake the moment my skin smacked the floor with a sickening sound.. I felt dizzy and half sick.. I brought my head up and screamed" It's powered by a sith hoocron!" . my head hit the floor..
I didn't know if anyone had heard me, due to the racket the machiene was making.. i only hoped they did.. I rested my cheek against the floor trying to regain my strength and get the room to stop spinning.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Stage 3
A quick flick of the wrist and both were a burning pile of scrap ash on the floor. Further into the warehosue I came across several more droids. for some reason Ravenstone would not move, but
I did not panic. Once we were completly surrounded, she simply stretched out her hand. Half of the droids went flying backwards towards one wall and another group went flying forwards . I saw our reflection in a mirior and her eyes reflected pretty much speaking, hate and malice. I knew that look, it was the look driven by rage and a desire for revenge.
Three hulking Super Droidekas blocked our path. Ravenstone's eyes flashed pure cold hate and bringing her hands together she smashed the droids into scrap. too late. I saw one of the plates flying towards a laser, undoubtedly an alarm. She tried to stop it with the force,but was a nanosecond too slow. " Damnit, well they would have known sooner or later anyway" she said with a helpless shrug.
Continuing steadily into the warehouse, Ravenstone blew away any oppisition without so much as batting an eyelash. She let me get my own shots in but it was mainly all her . Whenever she did switch back with me it was so fast I was hard pressed to keep up with the droid shots, thus much more racket than I would have liked . But when she took over again she said " If he is here, let him come.. it is time this battle were over once and for all. "
My saber flew in an expert arc over my head as she deflected four driod double blaster shots from over my head.A feat next to impossible for anyone but her.Deeper and deepr into the warehouse we headed, taking out any and all oppisition that stood in our path. The humans I insisted she not kill them but leave them unconcious. The only one I gave her free leave to do with what she wished was Harusame. I wanted to earn Anakin and Obi Wan's trust, soemthing that could nt be acomplished if I left a masscre in my wake. She understood this but didn't like it.
As we continued moving from one side of the warehouse to another taking out any droids I briefly glimpsed Obi Wan working his way up through the levels I had just cleared. He didn't see me as I did a soundless soumersault over his head and landed on the crate oppisite him on the other wing of the building. As she commenced her nowsoundless destruction of the driods, a piercing , bloodcurdling scream hit my ears. It wasn't Anakin, it wasn't Obi Wan... "Catia do you think?.." I aksed her in our head, my unfinished question hanging in the air
" I don't know , but we'd better go see.. as soon as we clean house here.. " She started taking out the driods faster and faster I felt like my arms were nearly about ready to pop right of their sockets.. " Remind me later to ask you how you acomplished this" I muttered as pain shot up and down both my arms.
Chow: Phobia(note to self, get droid to type next time)
Monday, October 16, 2006
Goodie....
My whole body tensed and my finger was just comming down on the blade's activation button to ram it into my attacker's ribs whenever I recgonized the person's force rpesence.. How could I not. I settled for an elbow in the ribs. How the heck could he be that stupid to try and sneak up on me? I could feel Catia bristling angrily wanting to rip his head off. I mentally shushesd her and spun on my heel to face him. Not amused was an understatement.
The seccond he let me go I spat "Skywalker, what the heck do you think you are you doing? Any faster and I would buried my saber in your ribs! What took you so long?" Gods I was pissed off. I mean anyone seeign a woman hanging around a warehouse would've just mistook me for a lady of the evening and I coudl've snapped a neck if nesscary.. Besides the place was deserted.. I tend to follow the adage, " hide what you can in plain sight"
I heard his next comment and Catia groweled lowly" he hasn't tried to take me on.. the nerd.. I'd put him flat on his back in a second"
"I don't give a Sith's head who was stalling, bottom line, you're late!" Phobia said, her lips in a thin line. "I've been here a long time!"
I was tired, wanting to rip a few heads off, and I was freaking freezing! i wrapped my arms around myself trying to keep warm.. And people gripe about my lack of timing!.
Anakin's next words made me shut my mouth for the present "Snapping my head off will only make me mad, and I don't need that. Either you calm down and focus here or go back to the Temple."
God he was so full of himself! but I calmed for the moment and nodded " Fine" I wanted to get going" what's the plan?" someone had better have one goddamnit!
"The plan is this: you are a distraction. You head in, and do what you do best. You're the bait; let them come to you. But don't take on more that you can handle, and comm me or Obi-Wan the second the odds are not in your favor. Do not go after the machine, I'm doing that, and do not go after Dooku if he's in there. Most importantly keep your head. Whatever's going on with you, and there is something, keep it under lock. We don't need you losing it in there."
" I'm fine" I grumbled slightly.. He meant Catia, but that was my problem, not his.. He didn't hear me or chose to ignore me*snort* as he continued
"Obi-Wan is the second half of the distraction. He is going the back way. I'm going in from up there." I pointed to the roof. "The second I comm you to tell you get out, get out! I don't care if Dooku is licking your boots. Get out. Got me?"
I heard Catia object , but I shut her up and nodded, but not before Catia rolled her eyes.. " All right.. Can we go already? " This was it, Catia I was going to let her have full control. .. My hand rested on my saber jilt and I slipped into the warehouse. Looking around I saw about 50 or 60 guards at least.. The place was heavily guarded, that was something.. I let a smile curve my lips and whispered to Caita " all right, all yours.. I trust you.. don't let me down"
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Rest,Recouparation, and a discovery part 2
There were sixteen jedi all lined up there. Battered, bruised and broken both mentally and physically . Their eyes were fixed ahead at the man who stood at the head of the room. He had a huge sword over his shoulder. The man was about six foot 5 . So that sword was huge. He walked with ease up and down the row looking at each one in turn. Then he came back to the throne and spoke.
" All of you have comitted high crimes against freedom, against common human decency and against my family. you have endured my torutres which porves that you are no more than devils and demons. I promise you this, all of your kind will be extinguished and the galaxy purged of you and those who would aid you so this can become the dawn of a new age, a new eden. in that knoweledg despair and die"
Suddenly the sword began to glow.. That was a lightsaber? In one swoop he took off the heads of all of his prisoners . " Get them out of here" he spat and shook the carnage from his sword. He took a seat in his throne . " bring her here" he said motioning to someone in the shadows. A young woman was hauled forward. Ravenstone?
I turned to her ghostly image . She had retreated into herself and backed away ,her palms to the wall shaking her head. All of a sudden a book slid across the room to my feet. i piecked it up and then I was back in my own body. I was home.
" Ravenstone, what did he do to you?" I asked quietly as I shut the tome . I reached for the soft leather diary at my side.. I had retirved the diary of Harusume .
" I.. Please don't ask me .. I don't want to talk about it.. just know he made me what I am now.. He must die for what he has done.. what he will do.. he will attack the temple, his dream has not been realizied.. now that he knows I am alive he might try to use you for the machiene"
"Me ? Why ?"
"Because in his own tiwsted way he loved me.. it would be the perfect revenge against me. He could never reach the heights I did, and he was always jealous.. "
Something in her voice changed.. it was laced with pure hate and intoned revenge.
"Wait slow down... We need to take one thing at a time , this could all be a trap. We need to read Harusume's diary and find out more cirtical information"
At that moment my comm went off. It was Anakin
" yah what's up? "
" Pho get down to the city now.. we have a lead on Dooku cooridnates to follow" the com clicked out. I was on my feet in a few moments and after a quick change I ran clear to the garage not missing a beat . Gunning my speeder I nearly busted the keypad in my haste to type the coordinates in . While I was on my way I had a little chat with Ravenstone
" you know this is a trap"
" do i look like I was born yesterday? Of coruse I know that this lead is probably a trap.. If anything the diary will tell us more"
"well we don't have a choice. At least I get to burn off some energy "
I snickered. the first person that got in my way inside the warehouse that wasn't another Jedi would meet my lightsaber.
Landing my speeder I ran up without a sound behind Anakin and poked his shoulder. The look on his face whenever he turned was pretty much priceless,. He probably would've jumped a foot in the air if circumstnaces wern't so dire..
I looked from one to the other and then suddenly the whole idea became clear.. I wrinkled my nose at Anakin. Mildly irrated with me being the bait as I was., I was grateful that they trusted me with this.. well sort of...
TBC
Monday, October 02, 2006
Rest,recouparation and a discovery pt 1
There she was , curled up on the bed, purring contentedly and whenever she saw me she raised up on her tiptoes and stretched langoiusly and ambled over . She rubbd and rubbed all over me an I couldn't help picking her up and hugging her no end.. I suddenly saw a glimpse ofsomething flash across my mind . Three white haired men.. I knew all of them.. Sidious, Dooku and .. Force, no it couldn't be...i could hea Ravenstone's audible gasp of suprise..
" so that leech is still alive is he?" she asked, venom dripping off of every syllable. I had seen pictures of him in the tome hidden away in my room. His hair was long , and his eyes were bright green, those of a demon itself. I shivered and gently set Lisettedown. If he was working wiht Dooku and Sidious, then we were in for real trouble. His nickname" The Jedi Slayer" he was even more feared than bounty hunters, a jedi's worst enemy.
His name.. is Harusame
I picked Lisette up , who curled up in my arms and promptly dropped off to sleep. I headed back to my room and after I had set her down for a nap , I went to the chest. I ran my fingers over the runes and then opened the chest, dust flying everywhere. I didn't know i it were some trick to distract me or not, but the risk of not looking into it was too great.
I removed the heavy tome from it's resting place among the other artifacts and set it out on the desk.Checking to make sure no one was near, I changed into a black halter top with fake diamonds and perls on the bustline.
On my back is an intricate tatoo that looks like tribal flames. I have kept this hidden from everyone. When I was younger I just assured everyone it was a black henna tatoo that I kept up with since I liked the design. I lifted the heavy leatherbound cover and it fell back onto the desk with a loud "whump " noise. the reason why I wanted no one near was I was going to send my soul back in time as well as Ravenstone to see just excactly who and and what Harasame is, or was.
As I began reciting the ancient language runes began to appear, glowing golden white on my body until I was covered from head to toe. My shields were peeled away by sheer force and I prayed no one was looking for me. I would be like a shining beacon in a dark storm. As I felt my soul being ripped from my body I gritted my teeth to keep from screaming at the feeling and then suddenly the next thing I knew I was on a cold stone floor.
To be continued
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Too much to drink and bruised ribs
As son as I got back the first thing I did was get this stupid corset off .. I checked myself in the mirior to find out that up and down my sides were bruised heavily... After packing ice around my sides I dropped into bed dead tired..
When I woke up I wish i hadn't becuse the first place I was.. you guessed it folks.. the fresher.. All the previous evening's drinks had come back to haunt me.. you can imagine that with my bruised ribs this did not help matters.. I crawled back to bed and checked my com to find out that the mission that Kriss ,Barriss , and Erifia were supposed to be sent out on was to be cancled for the moment.. Thanking the force I dropped back into bed ignoring any protests the pest in my head might have had... I needed my sleep
More later : Phobia
Oh P.S the pest has her own blog now.. whateve she says.. remember we are two sperate people.. not one and the same as she might like to think... it can be found here...(http://darthravenstone.blogspot.com/2006/09/peek-into-pastexplaining-present-and.html) enjoy the maddness while I sleep... Oh and Skywalker.. if you even think of trying to wake me with those cymbals.. they will be down your throat , chicken boy...
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Party Takeover
The whole thing with Darth was a riot.. Sweet but a riot..
I was about to go and say hi to Becca and Kriss whenever I saw way too many girls crowded around Obi Wan.. I had heard the little stunt Anakin had pulled which gave me an idea.. I reached for my compact and powdered down my face a bit.. I did a quick check and yup.. It worked like a charm.. I was just about to go over to the bar whenever I suddenly got a case of cold feet..
" Oh for heavens sakes ! here let me!"
Before I could stop her there was a fierce pressure in my head and she had taken over.
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Finally! Freedom after all this time! And at a party no less.. Oh fun fun... But now to thwart Anakin's little scheme
A few well placed elbows here and there and I had made my way to Obi Wan.. the poor man had no clue what do with himself.. I shook my head and pulled him to me with a free arm" There you are dear I was looking all over for you.. Shame on you for ditching me for a drink with Hayden..." through the force I said " Just play along.. I'm going to get you away from these twits"
Seeing as how he had decided to follow my lead he replied " I'm sorry Eve.. why don't we go dance?"
Smiling I took his hand as a classical song started up.. It was from that musical Phantom " All I ask of you"
I smiled and I spoke to Phobia inwardly " you'd better enjoy this"
" shaddup Ravenstone.. but thank you"
Smiling I tried putting Obi Wan at ease with me a tad and after a few minutes I felt him relax a good deal.. My admiration for the man grew by leaps and bounds , same with my counterpart but on a different angle...
" why are you doing this?" he whispered as he made it look like we were slow dancing husband and wife
I rested my chin on his shoulder and replied in a hushed tone " Because I couldn't stand seeing you around those teenyboppers and well... I do enjoy thwarting Anakin's plans"
He chuckled at this " Well you have done a good job of that.." I managed to get a glance at
Anakin through the force .. He was watching the two of us dance with a mixture of glee and disgust on his face..
I giggled a bit and then the slow song ended . He was going to pull away and leave but I looked at him imploringly.. " One more song ? "
Let me tell ya ladies , the artfully innocent look wins every time.
I knew this song it was one of my favorites .. The next thing I knew I was spun around on my heels and turned to face Obi Wan, and he was smiling?
" you know I'm not that much of a party guy but with music like this that could change" He loked over his shoulder and saw the twits staring at him.. " On second thought..the temple is much safer"
I had to grin.. it was so priceless
The song was actually a renaissance one from a band called Blackmore's Night. The title was " Play Minstrel Play" As the final strains started up, form somewhere in the crowd a tambourine came spinning out of the air and I caught in my free hand and I started to play it as the song blasted out of the speakers . How I managed to be whirled around on the dance floor by a Jedi council member , play a tambourine , and keep step with the song is beyond me..
On the final beats I hopped onto one of the empty tables and half the bar could see how fast my feet moved to the music in these lovely black buckle boots. When the song ended there were loud cheers and applause.. I bowed repeatedly before getting off of the table with help from Obi Wan..
" Join the rest of us at the bar for a drink? you look like you could use one"
Smiling I said " I'd be delighted"
More later: Ravenstone/Phobia
(author'snote.. here's the bands webiste.. www.blackmoresnight.com enjoy!)
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Getting to the party...
Did I mention that black high heeled boots are a pain?Well they are take my word for it.. My ankles are throbbing like crazy. I threw my robe on over my party clothes and after hanging a ring around my neck for good luck I got going, after checking on Lisette. She's stable, and I guess I should count my blessings. I pushed away my anger at the attack and climbed onto my speeder and headed for Sky city.
When I arrived, the guards let me in , muttering something about " Penelope Cruz" They didn't bother checking me for weapons, not that they would have been allowed. You see there were no female guards there and I have a feeling if i would have had to resort to force persuasion, firstly the council would have a hissy fit, and secondly if they would have checked me and decided to get a tad too freindly they would have been missing some crucial body parts they are quite fond of..*coughs lightly* Now moving along here....
Slipping into the club, I looked around glancing at all of the places inhabitants. The place was postitievly jumping already and the party really hadn't begun in earnest yet.. Apparently all i had heard about these Sky city parties is true.. but gah I hate hip hop..You think Anakin might have something to do with that? *snorts* yah .. I see you agree here...
I managed to weasel my way into the back of the club and order myself a drink.. There was an ecltic mix comming up soon from what I heard and then I might dance, not before...Never would you catch me dancing to hip hop music.. never ever ever.
Glacing over at Anakin and Obi, I couldn't help but snicker at the mental image my mind painted of Anakin with pink hair.. Was this blue mai tai getting to me already?I downed it in one shot and ordered another. I could almost hear Ravenstone pacing back and forht in my head and it sent shockwaves into my brain. I knew this night was going to be a long one if nothing else, long and intresting...
Monday, September 18, 2006
Getting out of my nightmare
At this I nearly let my head fall into my hands " then I am definitly NOT going"
But apparently it seems someone did not agree with me " Oh come on.. it's a party for sith's sake Pho! if nothing else let me out so I can have a little fun, even if you don't want to" *insert evil giggle here*
As I left the med wing I rolled my eyes " No way , not even if it was on a date with you know who...I'm not going!"
Silence and then..
" fine suit yourself, but I'll have you know that whenever Skywalker is at a party he is most likely not paying attention to his surroundings.. you could always swap his precious hair gel with pink cement... "* insert evil manical laugh here*
This perked my intrest I will have to admit.." Really? you mean he would be open to pranks and such? "
Another chuckle and she said " Why my dear girl.. that is what I have been trying to tell you the whole time! I say we start with the pink cement and then go from there, but we need to find you something to wear.. I think you need a break from life as a jedi for at least one night.."
I rolled my eyes as I pushed open the door to my room. I KNEW I'd regret this.. I had a very bad feeling...
Two hours later I shifted a tad uncomfortably in my dress.. Yes you heard me right..dress.. my saber is tied to my thigh by means of a black ribbion throug the loop. If you take one look at me you wouldn't know I was a Jedi.. I braided my hair to hide my dratted padawan braid and looked myself over in the mirror.... Other than this bloody corset which I swear is about to crack a few ribs, I have to admit I do look good. Ravenstone is a good fashion consoltant, if nothing else.. oh yah and did I mention a pest? i have to mix that pink cement up before I leave.. it looks like ordinary hairgel but it turns into rock hard cement the moment it touches hair.. As I sit there mixing up the soultion I can't help but luagh.. Even If I don't do this.. the look on Anakin's face in my mind is priceless...
Dress:300 credits
Speeder to get to Sky City: enough since it's already mine
Seeing the look on anakin's face when he has a pink rocker punk hairdo: pricelsss
Okay okay, I have to get going before Mace sees me and starts griping... Think the robe will cover it? ( starts rummaging through clothes)
I won't put out the hairgel til after the party.. If I even decide to ...
More Later: Phobia
Sunday, September 17, 2006
A glimpse at the relics

Okay here's what the book looks like.. *points up to the first picture*
The second thing is a goblet strangely enough and I have not the slightest clue what it says or what is supposed to be used for.. Ravenstone has promised me a transaltion in the near future and I am holding her to that.. but until then, at least you can see some of the weird stuff I deal with...
More later: Phobia
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Stress relief anyone?
I kept on looking until I got to the roof. Whenever I got up there.. I let out such a bloodcurdling scream I think my own eardrums burst. Now much doesn't shake me, I will be the first to tell you that . Not even the sight of a Sith lord shakes me one iota. But how I found Lisette I was ready to kill the first thing I saw.Ignoring the note I ran as fast as I could with Lisette in my arms to the healers. She had two broekn back legs , and someone had tried to poison her with Belladona.
My arms were shaking as Dolie told me that I had gottne her here just in time. She would recover, which was the good thing. After several hours, the healers told me I would do Lisette no good hovering like a worried mother hen and they sent me away to my room. I AM NOT some thing they can send away on a whim!.. I went to the arena to try and burn off some of my anger. As i worked at the bags that hung in the room a voice entered my head..
" Why didn't you tell them?"
I shrugged while continuing to pummel the bag,imagining it was Dooku " I don't know what you're talking about"
" Yes you do"
the voice replied " you care for him, deeply"
My face turned beet red "Do not!" I exclaimed .I looked around.. It wasa good thing I was alone in here"do so"
"Do not!"
" You do so, and don't try to lie to me, I am inside your head, I know all you know and all you feel.. it's okay to care for someone. Even though you are a jedi you are only human.."I sighed and let my hands fall onto my head " Jedi aren't supposed to have attachments. And that includes atachments to people! I was lucky to be allowed to keep Lisette!"I heard the voice sigh " you sitll don't get it? The code can be intrepreted in many diffrent ways. No one way is right and no one way is wrong.. This is why I never was a jedi."
This intrugued me" then what are you? Or should I say who are you?"The voice chuckled " You don't remember? The red book? I am Sith emperess Ravenstone. though I am not evil acutally but I do like t pull pranks now and again. I have sith and jedi powers alike. I will help you get rid of Dooku and Sidious fair? I have a title to reclaim after all you know.."I have to say I was suprised. She , a sith emperess would help me? The book she spoke of was locked in a trunk in my room. People wonder why I keep such old things. Well one of those advantages was no one would look for a magic book in a locked trunk.
I let my memories take me back to that day as I kept pummelling, my fist puncing a hole through the bag
The day I had found the red book was a strange one indeed. It was just a few days after I had been brought into the temple. I had been brought before the council and tested to see if I would become a padawan or if I would be sent to Agri Corps. After I had been tested I was told I would be infromed of the council's decision late that afternoon. So I wandred out onto the grounds and into the woods. I found an old wooden box covered in runes. I opened it carefully to find a red book engraved with golden runes which I recgonized later as Sith runic.
Common sense told me that I should put this back and leave, but my curiousity got the better of me. I opened the book and began reading.First slower as I tried to pronounce the runes and then faster and faster until I was reading like an occult crazed lunatic. I remember my feet left the ground and I kept reading page after page, faster and faster.
Once I got to the last page I remember something like a lightning bolt hitting me and I screamed which must've echoed all the way back to the temple. I felt some sort of spirit enter me and then I felt normal except I could barely stand. The last thing I remember before passing out was seeing Obi Wan....Later when I woke in the infirmiry I was told that Obi wan had brought Anakin out into the woods to hunt for some herbs for the healer whenever they heard my scream and had found me.
Once I had been released from the healer's care I went back, in the middle of the night and retirved the book and hid it in my room. the next day I was told I had been accepted as a padawan by Master Paradox. I have always considered that book my good luck charm, but is it really? Now I do begin to wonder, but all I know for sure is that the day I got that book and the accident happened, something in me changed. For the better.
" So why do you want to go after Sidious and Dooku so much?" I asked after destroying one bag and moving to a second one.. Oh I'd make them pay.. and pay dearly... " Mainly because they shame the name of Sith, and in general they are Sith wannabes. "
"Okay, next question....." Why do you want me to tell my secret so badly?" I looked around.. Even a jedi woudd think you were crazy if you heard the voice of some dead emperess in your head.
" This might sound strange for a Sith Phobia, But I want you to be happy. You've lost a lot. But I can tell now, that yours isn't a secret that shouldn't be told. He would not accept you, for he already has turned away another"I was shocked into silence and then a tear or two fell down my cheek but I wiped them away." Why do you want me to be happy Ravenstone? I'd think you'd want to get back on your throne as Sith emperess.. Not hang around a jedi!"
" I don't honestly know Phobia. Ever since you found the book I was trapped in, I felt a kinship to you.. You are like a daughter, sister and best freind to me."She does have a habbit of shocking me into silence doesn't she?It was then I remembered the wise words of a Shaman on Quellor " Watching over someone from afar is a kind of love too" and I was able to feel a sort of calm peace .. for the moment.. but I couldn't take inactivity much longer.finally pummelling the last of the bags, my strength went with it and I sank to the floor.. I lashed out at anything that was not nailed down.. " Damm I can't take sitting here doing nothing!" I said pulling my hair with my hands.. Then I felt a pressure at the back of my head.. " then let me take over for a while" she said.. I nodded and she rose in my body. together we left the gym after a quick shower and headed to my room to dig out some old things.
More later( If I don't rip someone's head off first) Phobia
Thursday, September 07, 2006
A new layout....
More later: Phobia
Monday, August 28, 2006
Passing on information and the road to recovery
Right now I am stiff as a tree branch and Dolie has me in the med wing going through physical therapy. The shot fried most of my muscles and a lot of my skin as well. I have healed well but still I believe it was only the will of the force I am alive..
"Move your legs dearie" she says to me as I am standing on one of those plank like things with the two rails one on each side.
" I'm trying "I tell her" But I can barely move"
All of a sudden I see the laughing face of Dooku in front of me and it is like a lightning bolt shot through my limbs. i was able to move and move a heck of a lot faster than I had before the accident. I gripped at the rails and they were crushed underneath my palms. is this the darkside? No.. It is me, but something in me has awoken... I do not know what.
The next thing I know Dolie is backing away from me, her grey eyes wide in fright. I reach out to her with a smile.She backs up even further " S s-tay away from me!" she cries, curling into a ball.
There is nothing more I can do so I call her assistant Marie and leave the med wing, dazed and very confused. I head to my quaters, only pausing to nod at those whom I pass by not speaking a word to a soul
I am pretty sure someone will speak to me about my lack of speech later on.. but for now.. I have other things to do.. Like trace where Sidious and Dooku are hiding.. I put a tracer on dooku that would automatically hook on to Sidious' force signature. the tracer is undectable and won't be picked up by scanners and is smaller than a grain of sand.. a thing of beauty really.
Not really caring about much else I went over to my bed and dropped off into a dreamless sleep, I think I even left the door open a crack for Lisette, my cat, if she should happen to wander in. She is no blimp like Gar Gar and can run rings around him... but is very shy, she will only come out whenever I am home... The last thought of mine was of a cat and a raven.
More Later
Phobia
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Awakening, in a fashion
Oh I have toned down my ways since then, but I still get up to some tricks from time to time... And somehow Dooku and Sidious think they are going to steal the spotlight from me? Hmph!
The only reason why I am letting dear darling Phobia contact Obi Wan about this new devlopment is
1) I despise the wrinkled prune and the ego manical moron, (aka Sidious and Dooku for those who don't already know)
2) this should be MY plan ,not theirs.. and
3) What can I say? after three hundred years or so of hovering in limbo.. I happen to have a thing for the jedi master... Yah I know what yuo all must be thinking me, the only sith empress after a jedi? Well don't scoff because then after you're dead for three hundred years and not any company of the oppsiite sex, I'll make sure to come and gloat at you.
I love my host to death, but sometimes she is VERY annoying.. Like for eexample she is SUCH a goody goody. I mean whenever anakin gave her that gag gift.. If that would have been me,I'm sorry but I'd have jumped at the oppurtunity.
Anyway.... Getting off subject here
The only reason why Phobia is alive is because my spirit is in her.If not for me , she would have died on Jabiim.Ah well.. I wonder what sort of mischief I can sow.. They are bringing me out of the bacta today.. or should I say us.. She is still mentally fractured, so I will be able to have some peace for a few.She was extreamly embarrassed over the gag gift Skywalker bestowed on her, spically whenever one of the temple's biggest mouths saw it and word got around that Obi Wan's picture was in it wiht his private com number on the back. So now I have gotten an idea and it will be sweet revenge, but.. ah crap she's waking up so it'll have to wait til later.
The next thing I remembered was Dorie bringing me out of the bacta and setting me on the table while I got my surroundings. She did remember that I had asked to see Obi Wan , because she had sent one of the healers out to find him, and the plans had been passed along. To make sure that they would arrive safely, I encoded them in an emerald ring. Now I need to get dressed and make myself presentable.It owuldn't do for me to be seen looking like a drowned womp rat, Anakin would get such a laugh.
Later
Phobia
Monday, August 21, 2006
Tagged by a jedi
1. Grab the nearest book.
*rumamges through stack of mess*
" How to tease a jedi" ... Anakin gave this as a gag gift I swear!
2. Open the book to page 123.
*flips through pages*
Chapter is called The ties that bind.. oh I am so gonna kill Skywalker
3. Find the fifth sentence.
Have it.. *blushes like a nut*
4. Post the text of it and the next 3 sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
By cutting off sight and sound from your victim, you send their blood pounding harder. With proper stimulis your jedi will be at your mercy. Listen to his/her moans and pleas for release to drive you on in your quest.
5. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
*looks around* I was just going to reach for my Lord of the Stars series.. sheesh
6. Tag three people.
hmm..*evil grin* Anakin, Obi Wan and Master Yoda..
(Oh and on a side note I think anakin gave me that book so I'd end up with MAster Kenobi.. what was he thinking? I found a picture of Obi Wan wiht his private comn number in the back.. I ask you.. Is Anakin cupid? I think Not!)
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
The thrills and joys of bacta tanks
Finally the healers came and took me to the infirmiry.. I had thrid degree burns over 20 percent of me I think they said.. Bacta tank for a week straight.. ..I had to tell them before they injected me..
" Tell Master Kenobi that as soon as I'm out of here I need to see him it's urgent.."
In the process of my little jont to Jabiim ,I had picked up crucial plans as to the REAL REAL reason why Kriss had been kidnapped. No not just for whatever the hell they said.. Here's the bottom line
Sidious and Dooku built a macheine that would affect all light side force sensatives males.. or females.. it depended.. The catch they needed a force sensative human to power the damn thing.. And it could possibly kill them. It hadn't been online yet.. they couldn't get anyone..
What did it do? Well let's just say those men who didnt' work right anymore and were force sensatives would work like whenever they had been a teen. Same with women.. If a male was strapped into the pod.. it would affect females only.. If they managed to get a man and a woman.. it would not be good is all I will say
So before they hit me with the Valium I handed them a holomap as to the plans.. " Get this to Obi Wan.. quickly.. " then I was out.. like a light
I woke the first time I think around midnight.. some of my skin had healed , and the healers were all asleep.. Oh shit the next dose of Valium wasn't set to kick in til 5th chime... I could feel my blood pounding in my ears and suddenly I could barely breathe.I pounded on the glass and screamed as loud as I could with the breathing tube in my mouth until biissfully Dolie came in and hit the button for the emergency knock out dose she kept for me just in case.. thank the force for that woman....
So you see why I hate bacta tanks.. god I swear I'm going to kill Dooku the next time I see him.. darkside or no
Deimos out ( literally)
